Date : Thursday, May 28, 2009
Time : 8:50 PM
Title :

Think.
If she knows that bad mouthing behind other people's back isnt something she should do from the beginning, I wont had done anythign to her. And you say losing a fren is a pain, well, i was plainly her classmate from the start, the other party was even her gd fren and what did she do?
Her comment hurt her ego and she cried and what apology did she give?
'' hey im sry''
If this helps, there wont be a need of laws AND her pm and blog shows everything. Fuck off or stop it? I would want to say a 'NEITHER' in her face. Well, if she dint do anything from the start
i would not have did anything and bfore this, me and her was still in the hi-bye classmate relationship, she wanted to break this NOT ME. I dint do those things on purpose, Im just giving her back what she gave me. She expressed her comments in the WRONG way, and I know Im supposed to take her comments lightly and forgive her all these, i know, but did she apologise SINCERELY in the first place? Please dont judge according to what you hear and see. There's always time when you need your heart to feel. All of you dont know how im feeling now, people are just putting me in the wrong etc. Does a person who doesnt dare to face up to her mistakes deserve to be forgotton? You say all that, but do you know how i felt? No.
I was at the receiving end too.
Please dont judge when you dun know me well. I wont anyhow do these kinda things to others when that person never do anything to me. Take comments lightly? yahs, imagine your fren Crying in front of you, telling you that a certain person say her until damn badly and it involves you, will you be able to take it lightly? Doesnt solve anything? Well, if she can apologise to the other party personally, i wouldnt have done anything. I forgave peiyan, who said sorry. my heart isnt not made out of stone. You only think from her point of view, what about mine? Ive said this before, but i shall say again, you know how hurt WE felt? You try getting all these, then smile back to that person and say its alright. Even if i say that, everytime i see her, my heart will hurt, i will forever rmb what she said. It has alr left a mark on my mind, and it cannot be erased.
Do you think i would do anything to them if they didnt do anything to me?
Do you think i will choose this path if they hadnt done all these?
No. No stupid bobo will do that.
You think i would like to lose a friend?
Yah right, who would? You think im mad? Nothing to do?
Hello, im not like that ok.
I thought you would understand.
But i guess you dont.
No one had ever heard how I felt, not even you, and you are here judging me?
She knows how to Cry in front of others just to show how poignant she is. But for me, I teared behind, but who knows?
And who care?
I have thought of apologising to her, i wanted to solve this problem, but, when i seethe other party's tears in her eyes, I couldnt make myself to do that
Well, who doesnt want a bonded class?
有些事情不是光靠眼睛就能看得清楚，而是要用心。
I dunmind, i wont take it to heart, yahs, like what you said, take comments lightly.
Yeah, i hope i would be able to do that
to hold my tears
to hold my head up
and to smile in front of you.
谁又知道我哭过？因为你只看过她哭。