Date : Monday, February 16, 2009
Time : 9:09 PM
Title :

当我害怕时，　
我会把头抬得高高的。
这样一来，
就算我哭，也没人会看见。:D

Went history museum after school
today so missed training. =X
Sad lahs, but nehminds. I guess my
gastric problems are getting from
worse to worst soon. A few days ago,
I can survive my day perfectly well
with just a bread, and I realised, today
I ate soso much cans. Now I feel so
bloated. Stomach, don't torture me
liao, Im feeling bad enough towards
HuiXing, cos I think I made her angry
today by shouting '' Gei June de! ''
Which seriously made me so sorry,
cos I think because of that Zharbor
lead a terrible day =X Ahhhhs. People,
I know I suck okays ;D Now, I feel like
letting other people scold me or
scolding other people. Don't know why,
I feel like screaming somehow, I want
release the fear within me.
I don't need assurance cos I think every
assurance that anyone of you gave me
was soso unreal. It just made me believe
that hopes were still there but actually,
everything is coming to an end, isnt it?
Well, no more emo post ;D
I must be cheerful cos Polerbear wants
me to ;D
And, did I tell your about the long touching
msg that Polerbear sent me when Im like
SOSO down;

'' Jallyfish, dont sad alr ok. No matter what happen.
I will be here supporting you ok. If you wanna cry
I will lend you my shoulders. (: but must return hor!
And my ears too! No matter what I want to see you
cheerful again! Just remember, I'll will be here if you
need someone to talk to ;D ''

That was what she sent me ;D
And I brightened up out of a sudden.
Cos I guess it had been a long time ever
since someone sent me sth like this ;D
Thanks Polerbear!
No matter how cold North Pole is,
I will swim there to find you ;D