Date : Friday, December 26, 2008
Time : 9:42 PM
Title :

I choose to remember and ponder.

You'll never knew the real kailin.
Cos I was never myself until today.
I showed all of you how cold I could be.
I dint wanted to even smile.
Smiling was never in my dictionary.
Until I met you girls, but I guess,
I sank again. Physically and mentally.
I dont know why, no, Im sure of the
reason. But I just don't know who to
tell to and how to say it. I choose to
ponder over it and just keep quiet.

Sometimes, I need some silence and
ponder over issues. Issues that were
accumulated for a very long time =X

Maybe just leave me alone.