Date : Friday, October 31, 2008
Time : 8:35 PM
Title :

Its either 1. feel better
Or 2. no difference.
Round my mind. Gahs


Doubt Anything, Just Don't Doubt Me.


Everytime we talk ,
I give myself false hopes .

Everytime I deny ,
th deeper it goes .

Whr's th me who will fight for what I want ?

I guess I'll never want to know th answer anymore .

Faking a smile izzen't that easy ,
Laughing out takes a lot of energy .


Looking at chat history ,
how dumb I've been .

Each time I feel angry,
I keep quiet .

I do have feelings too .

Will th fact change ?

So , I've already lost a lot of pride when typing out this damn fcuking post.
I'm who I am . I stay strong . Broke down, but try not to anymore. It will continue to
be a secret that no one will ever know.

And for th many times I've made you angry , I'm XXXXX .